I had the chance to sit at the table with Jesus today and watch a scene play out that I’ve seen countless times before. Lazarus reclined at the table with Jesus and his disciples, while Martha rushed about preparing a meal. Amid the ordinary, Mary brought out a pound of perfume from pure nard, worth a year’s salary. Then, in front of everyone, she poured it out and anointed Jesus’ feet -- wiping it with her hair. The smell of sweet perfume filled the air, but along with it was the tension of Judas’ disapproving presence. He criticized her for being too extravagant, saying that the sale of the perfume could have been given to the poor. Jesus spoke up and with words of compassion defended Mary. “Leave her alone” he calmly said, reminding Judas, Mary and all the others that the Father had sent Mary for this specific task to anoint him in preparation of his upcoming death.
Shift in perspective
For the first time in reading the passage I noticed something different. It’s like gazing at a picture repeatedly only to notice a detail one day that changes the whole meaning of the picture. My eyes had always been fixed on Mary’s extravagant and unusual sacrifice. This time my attention shifted to the heart posture of Judas instead of Mary. Both journeyed with Jesus through towns and villages and witnessed his divine power and goodness. Both sat at his feet and heard his teaching about the principles of the Kingdom of God and that he was the promised Messiah-King. The seed of the Word spoken by the eternal Word fell on the soil of both of their hearts, receiving the same sunshine, rain and air. But the outcome was completely different.
Different kinds of soil
Jesus talked about this reality in the parable of the sower, showing that the same seed has different outcomes based on the condition of the soil. In a similar way, the seed that fell on Judas’ heart was like the seed that fell among the thorns and on the rocky ground. “The worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth [choked] it out, making it unfruitful” (Matthew 13:22). But the seed that fell on Mary’s heart fell on good ground and yielded a plentiful harvest (13:23).
This provides an accurate picture of what is happening today in the evangelical church among professing believers in America. We all sit at the table with the risen and reigning Christ when we come to hear the Word, worship and participate in the sacraments. We encounter his glory as the God-Man in the Gospels as he exhibits power over sin, sickness, death and even nature. We hear his declaration that he and the Father are one, and that he is the only way to eternal life – the living bread and the only source of true sustenance. And then we hear him calling us to become his disciples – to yield our treasures to him so that we can embrace him as our true Treasure (Matthew 13:45-46).
Like Mary and Judas, some 2000 years ago, the condition of the soil of our hearts impacts the way we listen to and respond to the message of Christ’s call to discipleship. Though we have the same access to the Truth, some listen to understand while others “are ever hearing but never understanding” (Matthew 13:14). Some offer their lives as living sacrifices to the reigning King, holding nothing back. Like Moses, they choose to regard “disgrace for the sake of Christ as of greater value than the treasures of Egypt” because they are looking to their eternal reward (Hebrews 11:26).
Others, under Judas’ guise of widsom, refuse to pour out their life as a sacrificial offering to the Lord and instead give themselves to the ruler of this age. They appear to be authentic followers of Christ, but hidden below the surface are hardened hearts filled with every form of evil (Romans 1:29). The apostle John explains the reason for this in John 12:43 when he writes, “They loved human praise more than praise from God.” They are incapable of hearing God’s message and trusting him because rather than love God, they are lovers of themselves and money (2 Timothy 3:2). They have “a form of godliness but [deny] its power” (3:5).
Day of Reckoning
It may appear on the surface that they will escape the judgment of God, like it did when Judas was sitting at the table with Jesus. Jesus’ words to him were mildly confrontational as he told him to leave Mary alone, much like a parent would do with a troublesome child. However, as we fast forward a few chapters, we see that his rebuke became an eternal one – recorded on the pages of Scripture. John refers to him as the “son of destruction” and (John 17:12) we see that the money he treasured over Jesus was thrown to the ground and memorialized as cursed, along with his life (Matthew 27:6-10).
The sobering message I’m reminded of today as I gaze upon this scene along with Jesus’ teaching in the parable of the sower is the importance of bending my ear to carefully listen to the instruction of the Lord (Luke 8:18). He promises that if we listen to understand and obey what he tells us to do, we will produce a good crop – “a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown” (Matthew 13:8). Like Mary, our faith will flourish, and we’ll bring glory to the Lord. If, on the other hand, we close our ears to his instruction and allow the cares of the world and the praise of man to grab our hearts, even what we have will be taken away (Matthew 13:12).
There are two kinds of people. Both sitting at the table with Jesus. One has ears to hear. The other does not. Praying that we will be those who listen to understand and who then pour out our lives in a sacrificial way to honor God and bring him glory.
“Whoever has ears, let them hear” (Matthew 11:15).
